Still feeling pretty crap. Still not sure if I’m going to practice today, I have 2 hours to decide.

I’m now not sure if I’m going to get fully sick, or I’m just suffering from some extreme stress. I’m mostly grumpy and irritable.

I can’t breathe out of my nose comfortably, that’s one reason I don’t want to go to class to practice. I could practice at home I suppose, even though I still don’t have my mat with me. I know it’ll be good for me, it’ll help with the stress at the very least. Maybe it’ll help my back too, it’s been feeling stiff and sore lately.

I’m trying to talk myself into practicing… unsuccessfully I might add. Times like these, the non-attachment thing is easy.

In the mean time, I spent the 1.5 hours I should have been practicing creating this:

I surprised myself with this little piece of artwork. I poured every single drop of creativity in my body into this and I’m not a creative person. Just goes to show what a little determination can achieve.